Why can't I be more like Carrie?

So, last night I was invited to a pre-T DAY Hoopla. I wanted to go..... but I WAS SO TIRED. Why can't be one of those women who can work all day and then get dressed cute and socialize? Instead, I hung out on the couch with Chris and Paris and saw my eyelids droop in front of me. I feel guilty for letting my friends down. I just want to find my inner fabulousness? Where has it gone this week? Have you seen it? Would please let it know it's time to come back to me? And can the fabulousness bring a bank account that can afford Jimmy Choos? Hee hee